This has to have been the worst week I've had in a long, long time.

I got news that my cousin, Bradley- who was only 29 at the time, died last Monday. From there, it was a rush trying to get dwn to Arkansas within 24 hours and all, just to get to the wake and the funeral.
I was sick the whole fucking time, waking up in coughing fits so bad I could puke and almost did a few times. But I made it through, made it there and back.

Then, today- my first day back from Emergency leave... I get a call that my Grandfather has passed away.. the wake is tomorrow and they're putting him in the ground the day after that. I won't be able to make it without taking MORE time off from work- and this is already a hectic week, because it's so short (shorter week, but same amount of newspaper we have to fill, you get the picture, I'm sure)

Also, the higher-ups are FREAKING THE FUCK OUT about this gas mask I supposedly have... but cannot find. THE PHANTOM GASMASK. So, I'm trying to find THAT as well... and failing. Obviously.

I've got insomnia again, too. I'm so tired, but I can't sleep. I got to bed last night at 3am, to wake at 5:45 this morning. My head is throbbing with pain, but I'm not even sleepy in the least.

Please allow me to emo-vent just this once. I'm having a hell of a week, and I'm stressed like nothing else.

Sorr, also, to those who I owe commissions. Most especially Lobsel. He's already paid and everything, and I'm so close to being done, too. My heat's just not in it much, though...


This AMV makes me smile a little. I should watch Trigun... again.
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Makes me miss having the alt Millions Knives, too. x(


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